well, they say this is life

'even so you would want to bring me out in the future, maybe so i am gonna reject the invitation'

'even so you tried to show the love, but i just can't feel it'

'even so in the future, there will be some things that you would offer, i am gonna turn you down.'

'even so there will be the caring, but i certainly can't feel it'

'even so i noticed all the things you have done for me, i can't seem to come and satisfy with everything'

my life really is fucked up. 

btw, sorry for being this type of daughter.