UNTITLEDday

TODAY

i've realised sumthin.

the one that you've set your mind to be only a friend,

turned out to be ur good friend.

the one that you've set your mind to be the only bestfriend,

turned out to be ur worst friend.

the worst friend that will make you sad, annoyed.

she's make u suffer till when u see her face.

u'll be annoyed and the feeling is undescribeable

but u knw, the feel that make u dont wana see her face.

u've tried, u've tried and still trying.

but all those effort are not seen.

and is ignored. IGNORED.

can you still stand of all of this?

all of this that is happening?

all of this that make u feel useless to STILL put some effort?

and oh, you put the effort.

u've tried talking and asking.

whether all of this is bcus of u.

u've tried all of those meaningless effort.

and NOW,

is all of that being cherish?

and notice?

or is it for her,

its just a wannabe friend that desperately wanna b friend with u?

as i said before.

i've given up.

IM DONE BEING FRIENDS WITH U

while im sobbing to all of this stupid,idiotic,useless thing.

my three friends that never fail and never yet make me feel like this.

they are always by my side.
they cheer me up.
they are the one that is holding me tightly so that i wont fall.

they are the one who is trying all their best to console me.

thx true friends,

Nadia Hidayah, Chew Yar-Vern, Kow Han Xin
always in my heart.