Let's us skip the Birthday post for an entry because tonight, I feel like writing about the one most precious friend of minw. Well, I have plenty more actually and they are indeed precious to me too, but tonight, is the night that i only remember this one girl. And I wonder why. Maybe I just met her last week and me being back in Shah Alam with the, well I must say for me, not a good relationship we have for the past few days, I felt like that people are changing, I don't mind changing but this has especially affected me. What I really felt was that if a person happens to be all chirpy-churp with you, and you need to abandon me far away? Is there any reasons why friends usually, ALMOST all the time end up this way? Is there a kind of rule where you can't be friends with two person at a time? Okay here's the deal, we are friends, but apparently not friends-friends. Hmm. And this had bothered me for quite a while. AND also, there's another housemate that tend to Hi and Bye anytime, anywhere, only when she likes. Do you get the situation? It's like, she do as she please. In campus, you're fucktardly waving at me like you ain't got another day to see me. But at home, you merely see me as a figure. Perhaps a shadow to you? Oh well, if any boys would read this, of course it will be some typical-girls-drama. And na-ah, I don't blame the boys. This is apparently all girls will be complaining about. And as for me, I see myself as a coward because I could only write this here, and could not even face them properly. Or maybe, I choose not to? You see, I'm even confused with my ownself. It's like as if i'm out of words nowadays to make a conversation bloom and stronger the bonds. Everytime this happens, I will especially blame, MYSELF. How the freaking many times you're gonna get into emotional disrupt of yours? How many fucking times you like to make yourself got caught into this kind of situations? Yes, this ain't my first time. How was last time you may ask? It end like I could even remember. So maybe, just maybe, ignoring and act like nothing happen is the solution? Okay I think i've elaborated more than enough on why the heck I'm suddenly missing these two humans.

Nadia, was none other than a Nadia to me because she is my friend, and counting still, for 14 years. Of course we have ups and downs in making this relationship work. But truthfully, those moment make us realise that no matter how far we push each other away, we end up being friends back again. Worst, I've become more attached to her that even she knows my bra size. I can talk with her on almost everything. Boys? KPOP? anything. You name it. Now let me explain why she could not be replace by anyone in this world. I can even talk with her about things such as porn, gays, bisex. Not to say that we watch any or *ehem* I've tried with other 'friends' and they judge me, oh yeah they did. It's more like they don't get my jokes. And also, there are times when I joke extremely, they can't accept it and start being emotional. I mean, I get you saying me being rude but c'mmon, I can't change for everyone that thought 'You should change' and of course I snap back my fingers and say 'Ehemmmm, seriously? I think you should change too honey.' I think so the world need to be more free and loving. So well Nadia, is the one that is there for me, whenever I went to her. But of course, I need to go find her, she won't magically know that I have problems whatttt. :D okay so, even I myself tend to find her more than others, others don't get me wrong. Aites? I love you guys too. I'm sad, I'll of course tell her. And she'll be like 'hang sedih kenapa?' This is the often thing she replied me. AND to be honest, Nadia never really show me any of her affection to me nor even express me her feelings. Well, this whole main post is just to tell her that I miss her dearly but now up to this point, I've just realised that Nadia din't really tell me when she's sad or happy. Or is it because she never felt sad before? or even happy? OMGG. Well anyways, this is what I felt towards her. Of course there are many words that are not told here, I can't really compile everything today because that thing is actually growing. In other words, our friendship is still growing and I hope growing strong. I love you Nadia :')

Gahhh, I went out for late dinner and end up coming back home late at night. T_T

Let's pretend that today is still 14th of April 2012.
Hence, it's

2 MORE DAYS BEFORE 20 COMES!

Today is the 13th of April 2012!
Or in other words, today is Friday the 13th! kuikuikui.

Just a simple update.

Today, woke up, planned to study. Well, do you think I really end up study? of course not. I go online till I practically don't know what the heck did I went to. (I meant while surfing. hehe) and yes, waste heckly loads of time. Then went out for lunch with Kakak Yana, Humairah and Abang Bari. Came back, and I SLEPT. hemppppp! Woke up, went to tesco, shopped went back. And now, updating this. Okay maybe so, before I update things here I went on surfing again. HEMPPPPP! I really need luck on this Mid Semester Exam.
Semoga Allah memberi Cahaya petunjukNya. Amin.

It's :

3 MORE DAYS BEFORE 20 COMES! 

Today is the 12th of April 2012.

Well, to be honest, I'm not expecting much. Why? because hopping tooooooo much will lead to disappointment and I have none to blame but of course myself then. However, I wouldn't miss my every year activity before my birthday, which is to countdown here! hehehehe.

AND! I already bought myself an early birthday gift. -.-
will post the pictures here when I got them. ^^

Besides the ultimate, LOL, countdown. I would like to tell you guys a simple update about me.

I'm currently on my second year of university and well, you can say that i'm enjoying it? Erm, minus the difficult subjects, quizzes, tasks, etc. hehe. To be precise, this is my 4th semester and next semester will be my practical. yay? nay? let's see how skillfully I am in messing things up then. kekekeke. Okay so, my practical is extra long. 7months minus the holidays and presentations. First month will be retail then off to hospital for 6 months. Will be staying still in Seseseselangorrrr. I found a retail, thanks to my lubeliey aunt. hehe. It's near her house and so, I will be staying with them. Also, for hospital, I will be attach to Hosp KualalalalalaalalaLumpur. So yeah, staying with them too. Gahh, will I be a trouble to them? hmmm. Oh well. ^^ Above all, pray that I pass this semester so that I can freaking go to practical. All prayers are much appreciated. <3 oh ya, if you guys are wondering why I din't do it at SP, it's because, Hosp SP are being booked by AIMST students. hmm, damn it ! I really wanted to stay close to my kitty. T_T
Here is the most latest picture of me and her. ^^

Last 2 weeks, me and my peeps went to play a role as a student by fulfilling the requirements to graduate. LOL. typical me. btw, we went and complete our community services! The place is called RACTAR (Rumah Amal Cahaya Tengku Ampuan Rahimah). It's somewhere near USJ or wait, it is in USJ? oh well.

We were supposed to gather there around 7.30am and guess who doesn't show up? ME! -,-

Thank goodness Adriana called me and I bathe for 3 mins, got dressed for 2 mins, walked for 3mins. anf thankgoodness too they haven't left. phewwww. We played games there. Yep, played, instead of cleaning and stuff, we played. heheh.

Kind enough to say 'ok' when they told me to be the MC. 

We had a great time! Thankyou kids of RACTAR <3

Next! 

Do you know why I'm late for the Community Service at RACTAR? It's because the night before I attended the KL Twin Tower Live. It's an event by the F1 thingy. The main reason I went is because SNSD is in the performers list. YAY! Since this is their first time I'm sure MySONE went ballistic over this and got through everything to just get to see them like right above them. Since there're also free area, well, you can say, I can;t afford to miss this, because c'mon! IT'S FREE! haha. Called up my dad to have him picked me up in case it ended up late and got rejected. He have too many works. Oh well. It was fucktardly crowded when I reached at the concert venue. GAHH! pink balloons, pink shirt, cheering board, etc. It's amazing, really. I'm proud of them. While was, you can say queuing, a couple, I suppose they work for Petronas, offer me a pair of the premium ticket. We were very overwhelmed by the offer and accepted it, of course. Oh yea, I went there with Adan! hehe, you can say he's the main reason I went to this concert. haha. And so, yayyyyy! we are much closer to the stage. Fanboys were everywhere, of course. :) There were also fanchants going on between the songs and surprisingly, it was perfect! I felt like I was at the Korea for a while. lulz. hehehe.

They came out quite late. I was worried that I would missed the train back to Shah Alam. So, RIGHT after SNSD is over, I walk like a mad person back to underground tunnel to take a train to KL Sentral. And guess what? THE WHOLE PLACE WAS CROWDED WITH PEOPLE. Eventually, people that also went back after SNSD is over. Hence, 30mins to just buy the freakiyingggggg token! gahhh! and ran like a mad person when I reached KL Sentral and thank Allah I manage to catch the last train. Phewww~ and so, I reached home around 12.30AM and bathe and slept and dreamt and Adriana called and rushed and went to RACTAR. hihi. Hectic huh? yep. T_T

Ala-ala Iluminati skit. Hehe

and this is Adan! ^^

and that's pretty much everything! hehe. Next post I will, hopefully, update on my arrive things, praying for them to arrive before 20th. T_T but of course, I will flood my blog with the Birthday Countdown. heee. 

and thankyouu all for reading! muahhhh!

4 MORE DAYS BEFORE 20 COMES!

If someone were to offer me eat something unhealthy, I AM GONNA SLAUGHTER THEM!

Don't ever offer me to eat, even healthy food. Just for extra precaution, you may never know what's healthy and what's not for me. Okay earthlings? :)

I need this, badly.

Bro,
kalau lu nak update2 status dekat facebook tu cakap tak puas hati dgn gua, semua benca kecik gua buat pun nak ingat. Semua pun boleh buat brooooooo, antara orang yang buat begitu, dengan orang yang tak buat begitu, adalah kematangan bro. Conclusion, kau childish. ;)