okay, what a lame blogger am I. gomen. *bows
I can't even complete my countdown.
This is because, my exams are so fucking packed. I can't even breathe normally.
okayy. *appologise.

So it is like 5 more minutes to my birthday.
As i say before, I am not expecting anything. but this is tooo much to handle.
It's 5 minutes to my birthday, and the house is quite, everyone is in bed.
of course i don't mind. but.....

I know that i should understand, that they aren't well, and tired.
but this thing, called birthday its annually. not daily, weekly, nor monthly.
I'm not trying to be self-centered or the malay will say 'mengungkit' here,but when it was theirs, i waited eagerly. and make things more happening.

well, it's okay, like i say, I'm not expecting anything.
and I'm writing this is not to hurt anyone.

Okay, it's already my birthday. and there's still no sign of them, giving me surprises, or singing me birthday song. I AM SAD. truly sad.
bye.

okay, i have no idea why the heck my blog, i could not insert any title. whatevs!
today, is a short update. Im tired of studying. wish me luck peeps! ;)

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okay so, it is
5 MORE DAYS TO MY 19TH BIRTHDAY

OKAY! it is time for my birthday countdown. LOL, lamee-O. i knowww. ><

but first! i want to share that I am having my midterm exam soon. wish me the best of best of best of luck, because this semester, the subjects were really tough. I need to be really strong, move forward. GO GO FYNAAA! heee.

time table are as follows:
(11/4 - 14/4)

monday - introduction to pharmaceutical technology

tuesday - pharmacy practice 1

wednesday - general pharmacology & pharmacognosy

thursday - pharmaceutical calculation

phewww, by just looking at it, i felt like drowning. >< *yelpppp!
wednesday will be an unusual stressful day as it has TWO TOUGH SUBJECTS!
people out there, Nurul Syafina Binti Zaidi would like to ask a favor, please pray the best for me. I must to get good results. I have too. I NEED TOO! thankies! *muahhx!
I am still retardly online-ing eventho I haven't even making progress in memorizing all these facts.
butttt, i'm freakingly excited about my birthday, not excited actually, just curious to be precise.
yep, i am curious. and moreover, I have bought myself an extravagant birthday present. LOL! sungguh desperate. heeee, who cares? i love myself. X)
and yeah, was hoping for it to arrive around my birthday. Don't be too late please, as I'm scared that my birthday will be retarded as the previous year. LOL!

btwwww,

6 MORE DAYS TO MY 19TH BIRTHDAY!

this year, a slice of cake will do. I am not asking for more. but, make it a lotttt of presents? hahahaha, sorry peeps. Im already thankful for what i have now. Just be there for me, and everything will be just fine.
wtheck im crapping? *bows.

and alsooo! ehmmm, I hereby inform the whole world that im 70% VIP and 30% BOICE!
i am so loving CN Blue's new song, intuition. It is a very fresh song. me love love love love it soooo much! it is like a song that i can die for. LOL! but don't get me wrong. I AM STILL LOVING BIGBANG. infact, deeply than before. heeee. I din't listen to their double new track of the special edition album yet. because, i wanted to hear it legally. xD so yeah, until the album reach me, please do not make me suffer even more by telling me they rockk in that song. duhhh-uhh, bigbang always rock the stage, solo or even as a group.
okayyy, back to intuition, THEY ARE SO FRIGGIN HOT AND TALENTED! well, i've notices them before, but their song have not clicked with me to this extend. I love 'im a loner' & 'love love love' too. but intuition is off the hook! was actually thinking of buying their special edition album. yes, the one with limited copies. buy with what? me have no idea either. *sighhh.
check it out!



and btw jonghyun is absolutly MINE! ;)

A more upgraded BigBang

I've planned to not listen to their 4.5 Special Edition album, until i received the album. and guess what? this is just too hard.
I even refused to illegally download their songs, because im cool like that.

Heard all sorts of comments, positive ones of course. and this make me more anxious. but its sokayyy, since I am having my midexam soon too. and there's nothing to worry about, because im sure this is worth waiting for! <3

빅뱅 그런 멋진데

This picture just killed me.

fuck shitttt, I can't do this. *beneath the thoughts.