HEADACHE day by day

everything in my life is full of TENSE.
tense that may control you.
control you n make u do the things that u, urself could imagine that u dare to do.
hmm,
dont ask me what is it.

omgg, i've realised sumtin!

since my last post. everything is like.
angry//pissed//etc

gawd~

lets be happy shall we? ^^

peeps~
i may not be updating or even if i did, i got fed-up of studying. hahaha.
im away for.

S P M

scarrryyy. rite? =.=

byeeeeeeeeee~

and ohhh!
i stiilllll love kpop. hihi ^^

UNTITLEDday

TODAY

i've realised sumthin.

the one that you've set your mind to be only a friend,

turned out to be ur good friend.

the one that you've set your mind to be the only bestfriend,

turned out to be ur worst friend.

the worst friend that will make you sad, annoyed.

she's make u suffer till when u see her face.

u'll be annoyed and the feeling is undescribeable

but u knw, the feel that make u dont wana see her face.

u've tried, u've tried and still trying.

but all those effort are not seen.

and is ignored. IGNORED.

can you still stand of all of this?

all of this that is happening?

all of this that make u feel useless to STILL put some effort?

and oh, you put the effort.

u've tried talking and asking.

whether all of this is bcus of u.

u've tried all of those meaningless effort.

and NOW,

is all of that being cherish?

and notice?

or is it for her,

its just a wannabe friend that desperately wanna b friend with u?

as i said before.

i've given up.

IM DONE BEING FRIENDS WITH U

while im sobbing to all of this stupid,idiotic,useless thing.

my three friends that never fail and never yet make me feel like this.

they are always by my side.
they cheer me up.
they are the one that is holding me tightly so that i wont fall.

they are the one who is trying all their best to console me.

thx true friends,

Nadia Hidayah, Chew Yar-Vern, Kow Han Xin
always in my heart.

TUESDAYnight

today, coming back from home, i grab a pillow, n straight fell asleep.
weee~ it is absolute needed as i gt tuition from 5.30-10.00PM.
i wake up at 4.00PM just on time to eat, bathe, pack my bag.
n then, straight go to tuition class.


today, im not in a good mood. SOMEONE, is really behaving like SHIT!
she really, really, really make me feel like wana slap her.
i knw im not supposed to feel like this.
i knw im not supposed to tell this in public.
i knw im not a good friend to you.
i knw i sux to the max level.
AND
i knw you dont love me anymore.

im sad.
sad = frustrated.

im giving up our friendship.
BECAUSE
its too painful and frustrating and
i dont have the sense of patience in me.

my so-called-friend,
im sorry that i have gave up.

myBOREDlife

Life is as usual today, the unusual part is that i dont have tuition, evening, on monday. yeayyhoo for dat! ^^





TODAYY;;


for 3 periods teacher make my whole class wait for her. she got meeting//taklimat.


but insists us on staying. AS IF THE THINGGY gonna end soon. =.=


SOOOO, we went back at 2PM. haizzz.





ohhh!! speaking of 2PM, there's a boy group in korea name 2PM. they are absolute HOT! when i say hot, i mean HOT!

Their latest album has a song called 'AGAIN & AGAIN'

l a z y AS h e l l

im lazy


of wat?

studyin?
online-in?
myspace-in?
friendster-in?
communicating?


EVERYTHINGmentioned above.

haha.

but i very very very not lazy when it comes to downloading.
ngee~